[And yet, he's still afraid. Afraid that he's doing the wrong thing, afraid that he's being fooled, afraid that he'll lose himself again, afraid that he never really stopped...
He can't quite articulate how he feels - conflicted? -, and chances are he's not fully aware that, by now, he feels this strongly about helping Elias more as a potential father figure than as, well, a priest. Not in those terms, anyway.
It's just Stressful and he wants to do good. That's the gist of it.]
Maybe it will be okay in the end. I don't know. We DID make amazing progress. Can't forget that. It's just You know. We didn't see the painful parts coming.
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It's not our fault. We didn't know.
[And yet, he's still afraid. Afraid that he's doing the wrong thing, afraid that he's being fooled, afraid that he'll lose himself again, afraid that he never really stopped...
He can't quite articulate how he feels - conflicted? -, and chances are he's not fully aware that, by now, he feels this strongly about helping Elias more as a potential father figure than as, well, a priest. Not in those terms, anyway.
It's just Stressful and he wants to do good. That's the gist of it.]
Maybe it will be okay in the end. I don't know.
We DID make amazing progress. Can't forget that.
It's just
You know.
We didn't see the painful parts coming.